Lately i have no self control.
I make up lies, just so i actually can have a big meal.
I feel pathetic although i have a lot of support.
My mum doesnt understand and
neither do my friends.
I feel so defeated.
Crap.
Uhhh. Death doesnt sound to bad.
At this moment!!
My fast was a waste of time i totally binged all day yesterday and all day today...
Uhhh i hate my life... I cant even fast for 10 days!!! How pathetic (im a failure)
maybe i can start over tomarrow. Well i gained 5 pounds so now i have to lose those as well.
- Location:room
- Mood:
crappy - Music:frkn radio
Fast Day 1
- I hand a handfull of fiber
- A piece of a sweet and salty bar
- water water water
Im a lil tired and dizzy already but nun10 a lil sleep cant fix
Hopefully i can last coz normally Saturdays are my binge days
Does anybody know how many cals are in fiber, i lost the box...?
otay
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- Mood:accomplished
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